U-P-S-E-T

i don't know what's wrong with me being emo from monday - wednesday.

 # maybe i'm too missing you?

# maybe i'm purposely to get moody?

# maybe i'm worrying of you ?

yes..

i'm worrying of my babee.

Do you know?

what i want to tell him 

i'm already told.

did he really get it .

i not sure.

Last night someone had told me that he just get a part-time job as well.

its selling japanese stuff which named shojikiya if i not mistaken..

which is he worked when he is still having his college life..

well..

as long as he is happy..

he posted on his fb status " 醒 "

which means wake up,

is that means that he really wake up from the dreams and face to the reality?

Honestly, since the day i knew him, 

i always feels that this little man he is so briliant, smart, clever, and even handsome!

he have a super business brain which i saw .

he is independent 

he love his parents especially his mummy as well

he was a distinction student in his diploma cert

i was so so so and so admire him

you know..

that time i was gussing what would this little man's future would be?

i was guess..

hmmm..

he should get a good job,

and earning lots of money which he wishing it for so long.

and that time he will just enjoy his life ..

but guess what?

what i saw today is totally different from him

totally different ....................................

he end up his education right after his diploma

distinction best student..

do you feels that its really a kind of wasted??

Although i know he is because of some problem and gave up his higher education.

i believe,

if he continue his degree level.

today everything will just totally different.

every single time when he told me the way to be rich

i will just smile or keep myself silent.

it doesn't mean that i'm not agree or support what he said.

its i felt that we should " step down to earth" 

脚踏实地

而不是每次就只是靠那张嘴一直讲一直讲，

而是要行动啊。

我知道你都有在努力，

一直都在付出，

可是一直以来你所做的都真确吗？

每一次你做不同的东西时候就一直说很好很好，

一定赚很多的

最后呢？

有梦不是坏，

梦到不会醒就是大错特错！

搞清楚你要的到底是什么！

不要一直说不知道！

你知道的。

我们都在为你担心

心疼

I've dropped tears all the time while typing on this blog.