babee's birthday eve =))

have a nicieee day with LEE SUN SUN today. =))

i went out since morning until evening 5pm just now.

after bath and i was so tired now.. just nap for half hour i think..

and now waiting babee come pick me up =))

Babee.. 

3 more hours to go and its your 22nd BIG DAY lur..

my little old man =P

i have prepare a present not much surprise lo..

hope you will love it.

Babee..

early here to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

april 27

吾开心，

看靓衣就会开心返，

有得买锺开心！！













好像。。。
真得越来越远了。

13 april

This is 3rd week that i've started my Graphic Design Final Project 1.

until today my logo still not out yet.

can you see how lazy am i ?

im telling myself no rush work this time.

i have put more afford on this final

Let's ga yao together guys!!

It's time for me to get a right Design Company for doing some part time.

as i know my college principal told me there's a quite big company in Jelapang is vacancy freshman and students.

is not that far from my house too right.

after my IELTS course i will go look for it.

hope to get a good experience in design.

principal told me that the company is trying to train ppl and work for them..

that's good right?

i am just looking somethings like this.

another thing i have to worry is my IELTS course exam.

RM560 for the test..

if i fail . 

rm560 wil be GONE !!

4 more lessons to go only..

i seems not enough time for preparing the exam.

how?

i wish to collect lomo camera nehh..

so cute..

especially the fish eye's

is just around rm270 - 350 like that..

i feels that cheap lorh..

dammit

I'm wrong.

I'm really wrong.

dammit.....

the lessons that i've took this aftn in ilti was about categorising love.

we are reading and discussing this passage today ..

Love in terms of the interplay between three independently quantifiable aspects

there were : passion, intimacy and decision/commitment. 

passion as the romantic and sexual components of a relationship.

intimacy is the degree of closeness a person feels for another.

decision/commitment concerns both one's decision about being in love with a person and,

once in an established relationship with that person.

if you had these 3 things, your relationship definately will last long FOREVER.

i want my relationship last long FOREVER this time.

i will never ever let go..

i'm sorry for these few days for being cold to you.

could you just ignore me?

i'm failed to be a nice good caring lovely girlfriend,

i'm just a trouble-maker for you.

how am i going to be a good wife and mummyin the future?

how do i could control my temper?

it's too over ; im too over already.

i've hurt you .

the way i talk its really hurts..

i know........

你要过的开心 还是 你要有很多钱？

你要过的开心 还是 你要有很多钱？

问得好。

或许有人真的会这样说：" 破产但很开心，就让它破产吧！ "

我本人绝对不同意，
只要是这种说法的人都让我觉得那人好像完全没斗志似的，

人往往就是这样，

说倒是容易，

可是你办得到吗？

一天如果你面对的竟然是如此的遭遇，

我并不绝的那时候你会是开心，

反而还会埋怨和不愤。

破产不是一件小事，

破产能让你一无所有！

我相信在这世界里，

10个里，9个都不能接受！ 

要是破产，

每天过着吃不饱的日子，

被人羞辱，

被看不起，

严重的还可能会家庭破裂，

家破人亡。

请自问一下自己，

你还会开心吗？

要知道

人是很现实的，

尤其在现在这现实生活中，

我就是其中一个，

妈常说做人是要现实一点，

不然会很吃亏。

我会选择很多钱～

有钱不是万能，

没钱就是万万不能。

我需要钱，

我还有很多很多地方还没去，

我还有很多东西还没买，

一切还是要靠自己。

别人给不到我的东西，

没关系，

我也不会靠任何人或等你来给我，

到不如我自己来。

我可是要我的将来比现在还要好！

U-P-S-E-T

i don't know what's wrong with me being emo from monday - wednesday.

 # maybe i'm too missing you?

# maybe i'm purposely to get moody?

# maybe i'm worrying of you ?

yes..

i'm worrying of my babee.

Do you know?

what i want to tell him 

i'm already told.

did he really get it .

i not sure.

Last night someone had told me that he just get a part-time job as well.

its selling japanese stuff which named shojikiya if i not mistaken..

which is he worked when he is still having his college life..

well..

as long as he is happy..

he posted on his fb status " 醒 "

which means wake up,

is that means that he really wake up from the dreams and face to the reality?

Honestly, since the day i knew him, 

i always feels that this little man he is so briliant, smart, clever, and even handsome!

he have a super business brain which i saw .

he is independent 

he love his parents especially his mummy as well

he was a distinction student in his diploma cert

i was so so so and so admire him

you know..

that time i was gussing what would this little man's future would be?

i was guess..

hmmm..

he should get a good job,

and earning lots of money which he wishing it for so long.

and that time he will just enjoy his life ..

but guess what?

what i saw today is totally different from him

totally different ....................................

he end up his education right after his diploma

distinction best student..

do you feels that its really a kind of wasted??

Although i know he is because of some problem and gave up his higher education.

i believe,

if he continue his degree level.

today everything will just totally different.

every single time when he told me the way to be rich

i will just smile or keep myself silent.

it doesn't mean that i'm not agree or support what he said.

its i felt that we should " step down to earth" 

脚踏实地

而不是每次就只是靠那张嘴一直讲一直讲，

而是要行动啊。

我知道你都有在努力，

一直都在付出，

可是一直以来你所做的都真确吗？

每一次你做不同的东西时候就一直说很好很好，

一定赚很多的

最后呢？

有梦不是坏，

梦到不会醒就是大错特错！

搞清楚你要的到底是什么！

不要一直说不知道！

你知道的。

我们都在为你担心

心疼

I've dropped tears all the time while typing on this blog.

好友难找啊，要珍惜～

上个星期五去了好友工作的地方找她午餐，

虽然平时也没什么见面的我们，

可是见到面的时候，感觉上还是很好很好

没心机，单纯，傻傻带点幽默感的她和我

一直谈，一直笑，一直谈。。

什么都谈，就是没说别人的坏话啦。。

我最喜欢就是可以和她直话直说，

因为我根本就不用在她面前隐瞒我自己

时间还过得真快，

要不是我赶着要去做工

我真的很不舍得离开的。。

或许这就是所谓的“知心好友”

别人常说，知心好友真的很难找的。。

真的。。

又是那句，

很怀念以前啊。。

曾经和她发生过一些很非常超级不愉快的事。。

从来就没想过这种事尽然会发生在我们身上，

还以为只有拍戏是才会有。。

一直好好的我们，

而只从那间事过后，

我们之间就好像多了条疤。。

还好现在的我们也没事了，

或许我和她的友谊不比心仪来的好，

我都已经不介意了，

看开了嘛 =））

那么那条疤也算是值得吧？

愚人节！

愚人节！

对！今天就是愚人节！！

还记得高中三那年的愚人节，

还是背叛期的我们，

不知天高地厚的我们，

敢敢在老师背后粘上4-5只乌龟！

结果我们就这样被被停学1个星期。。

哈哈哈！

还好你们昨晚都还记得！

5周年咯！！
可怜的老师，

中学时期就是我与朋友们最快乐的时刻。。

朋友啊。。

我好怀念哦。。

真的。。
以前的我们无论发生什么事大家都会呆在一起，

是福；是罪

悲哀；快乐

统统都一起吭。。

可以重来吗？