開開心心地迎接新的一年吧！

一年就這樣過去了。

過了今晚12點就是新的一年了，

也就是2010年，虎年。

雖然今年Babee都沒有回來和我一起過今年的最後一天

可是我們还是可以通過手機

一起渡過呀。

我知道他都有他忙的時候的

所以不能時常都回來了，

要照顧好自己哦！

所謂新的一年就要有新的開始

以前做不成的，實現不到的

今晚就要從新許過了！

許之前要想好好哦！！

一起開開心心地迎接新的一年吧！！！

絕不！

終於知道所有的真相了。

也明白當中的苦。

我並不覺的苦，

反而是褔

和感動 ＝）

覺得好幸福，

一個肯為了我

把最棒的

最好的

都給了我。

倒是我，

还不知足。。

还搞不懂狀況

現在統統都明白了

我怜可放棄‘那些’

也絕不放棄［ 你 ］

為了你

為了我

為了我們的將來。

我們一起努力！

加油！！！

別以為我現在所說的都是白講的哦。

我是很認真的！

我愛你！

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

倒是看見了一個人。
樣子看起來一點也不邪惡，
臉上还常常掛着甜美的笑容
一幅高貴，氣質的模樣。

不講我也不知道，
原來讓了給別人的東西，
幾個月後
还可以向別人取回。
还真可笑
她突然間讓我覺得她
好無家教！

當我第一眼看見她時，
總覺得有點怪怪的，
不懂要如何講
讓我感覺她是那種
充滿野心，
含有心計
恐怖的女人。

不要以為我是亂說，
有時候我真的能感覺得到
而我感覺到的東西
有一半以上
都真確的！

所謂的，
一念之善，一念之惡，
一切的好壞結果
都在人心的一念之見。

人邪惡起來，
还蠻恐怖的。

2009 － 2010

還有3天就要結束2009年了。
2010新年前夕有甚麼東西好做？朋友都到外地旅遊了，丟下我一個。。
無聊無聊無聊喔喔喔喔喔喔喔喔！！！！！！！！！！！！
悶悶悶悶悶悶悶悶悶悶悶悶！！！！！！！！！！！！

不是我要的。
我現在要買東西！！！
現在就要錢！！！

我的直覺沒錯。

感覺上就是好像有點不對路。

無聊的一天。

好無聊哦 ~
今天一個人呆在家里忙着幫David設計Logo。
也不是很忙啦，因為他想要的東西都蠻簡單，所以只用了大概半個小時就完成了＝）
今天好像特別無聊的，大概是因為少了Babee吧？
他也陪了我好多天了，從旅行開始倒前天都在陪我，算你啦＝）
現在得要回到賺錢時候了，人已在外地了。
重新倒數。

有時候一個人會很無聊，很白癡似的。
但有時一個人也是一種享受哦。。
就好像在KL的時候，因為Babee都忙著所以留下我一人在SunwayPyramid里自己購物也不覺得無聊或白癡，只要我又錢在身就可以了，就算自己一個我也無所謂的 ＝）

現在盡量充實自己，別讓自己有機會頹廢。

11。30PM

还以為開個玩笑

被嚇倒了。。。。。。

是過分了。。。

Nina Ricci Ricci Ricci

Wooottzzzz...

imma superb-heart-loving-perfume lady =)

look what i've found ~

Its Nina Ricci Ricci Ricci =))

wHhheeeeeee...

Its so sexy

I feels like wanna to grab it and become mines ^^

i always hope that when i was rich i must collect all the perfume in this world.

i love fragrance =)

actually i choose perfume the 1st things is see its bottle design.

2nd only i taste the fragrance =))

unless the smell its really attracting me more than the bottle design.

hahahahha..

糟了！

啊呀，前幾天忙着購物，都忘了要買聖誕禮物給babee啊！
明天就是聖誕前夕了，嗨喲！
現在回來Ipoh都沒甚麼好買了咯。。明天再看看咯。。。
說給驚喜驚喜，到現在我都还沒攝行我的承諾，但是我是不回打破我的承諾的，只不過还沒攝行而已啦。。哈哈哈。。。

明天就是聖誕前夕了，还記得去年我被那個他傷的好痛，而那次也是我徹底地放棄他的時候。
还記得，那晚我把眼淚都哭乾了，一直地哭还是沒眼淚掉下來。
那晚我一直都在等，一直等，最後还是等不到他。
曾經超愛他，對他如珠如寶，視他為最重要的那個。。
到最候，
我所得到的卻是
絕望，心痛
还搞得醉酒。。
回想起，多傻呀。。
真的还以為沒了他我回活不下去！
痴媽經！

還好，在那個時候，我遇見了現在的他，謝天謝地哦，還得感激他當初離開了我，要不然我可沒這機會像現在這樣，多快樂，多幸福啊。。。＝）

我們回來了！！！

我們回來了，嘻嘻！
好一個六天的旅程哦，真的好開心。
這一次去kl 和 mentakab，pahang 的目的是參加kyy‘s 大喜事啦。。嘻嘻
kyy's 大喜事真的好隆重哦，看見他們的樣子真的可以感覺到好幸福，我們都給他們獻上最真誠的祝福，但願他們都白頭偕老，天長地久，開開心心，早生貴子 ＝）））

不知到，輪到我結婚的時候會是個如何的樣子呢？

開心第一：終於可以再次和babee一起去旅行了。
開心第二：可以和babee游山玩水，哈哈。。
開心第三：可以和babee24個小時都連在一起，好想強力膠似的，呵呵！！
開心第四：購物買到的東西不多，可是就蠻貴一下的咯，哈哈哈。。。
開心第五：參加了kyy's 大喜事，好隆重，好羨慕哦！
開心第六：在一夜之內認識了很多人，結識了很多朋友＝）
開心第七：还是您，親愛的。開心因為有你！

從我們在一起的那天起，每一天你都盡心盡力讓我幸福；讓我開開心心；

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!

依然达不到我想要的。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!!
都说了，别抱这麽大的希望咯。。

吃，喝，玩，樂 ！！！

終於結束了這個學期，今天的考試也蠻順利的＝）

昨天和kityean & sunsun 出去了一天，俇街，吃，喝，玩，樂。
好久不見的我們，感情還是一樣的好＝）
無所不談！

今天呢，考試完畢就去parade找kityean, 那個wenny沒帶電話，还我連絡不到她，還好我們都看見她。。。
明天呢，就要出發去KL了 ＝）
kityean也會一起來，sunsun 很想一起跟來，可是因為要幫忙媽媽，所以應該遲一點才去。。

糟了，ky和yingying的婚禮要到了，还沒買到晚裝，也还沒為她們準備禮物。。
本來是想要親手為他們畫一張畫以表示我的心意与祝福，但是因為我都很忙一下，剛考完試，應該都來不及了。。
第一次參加朋友的婚禮，好緊張喔， 哈哈哈哈哈哈！！ 死白癡！！

親愛的，怎麼辦？

明天最後一天考試了，还沒準備明天的東西，心情就從前天一直就不是很好了，根本就沒心情做其它東西，功課也有點馬虎。。

是怎麼了，就為了點小事嗎？

親愛的，
怎麼辦？

失望

本來就很期待的一切。。。


就知道會有問題。

就知道會有。。。。。

我就知到。。。

就知道。。

失望到難以形容一下咯！

真的沒辦法了嗎？

大家其實都知道問題出在哪。。。

可是我的心還是向在同一個方向。。。

好亂。。

不知到該着麼決定才好。。

誰來告訴我？

接受不來。。

我的傻瓜

有了新手機了，呵呵。。
那個傻瓜，明明是我要他幫我買手機然後再付他錢的，可是他就是不要。。。
真是傻。。。

71209

一時的衝動， 一時之氣， 一時的任心，竟口出如此狂言。
好傷人的心的啊，你知道嗎徐莉儀！！

明天又要考試了，今天已經死了一張，希望明天可以容易一點啦。。
天啊！ 又要應付考試，又要趕功課，死沒有。。
其實很累一下的咯！！！

沒靈感了，神啊！ 請再給我一些靈感啦。。拜託！！！

112709

不是我不好，而是你太好！！！


有時你真的讓我覺得自己沒用！
每一間事都好像做的沒你好。。。

就是因為你太好。。

aiyuhhh.. can't wait anymore..
excited arrrr !
cant wait to travel =)))

20~23 Nov

這麼又慢下來了？

才那幾天。。。。
才剩幾天？？？


這一次應該會比上次舊。。


那就耐心地等吧。。

絕不能

不能輸。。。

絕不能。。。

因為我。。。。






就是不能輸。。。

倒數兩個禮拜。

煩。

常常都聽見媽咪說誰又要到外國深造了，誰和誰在外國深造也畢業了。
今天媽咪問我有沒有想過畢業了要到哪深造？
之前是有想過新加坡的，一來很近馬來西亞我可以常回家，爸爸媽咪又可以來看我。。
二來 。。。。。
很煩。。。
不知道。。
不想畢業。。
可以嗎？

<3

Time together isn't Ever quiet enough.

4 days passed.





we have been
1. cameron
2. Kl
3. Genting Highlands
4. Golden Beach

next station will be Pahang and Singapore =)
can't wait for it =)))

13／11／2009

心。。。還是很不舒服

錯誤中學習。。。

事情是否真的告一段落呢？

經過這一次，希望大家都得到應得的教訓。

人是要經過多次的跌倒才會長大，從沒跌過連一點點的輕傷也沒受過是不會長大的。

但要是跌了又跌，傷了又傷，到最後还是跟以前一樣沒長大過也沒改變的，就真的要反醒‘兩’下咯。。。

［ 知錯能改 ］倒不如從錯誤中學習？？？？

人，是不是於到了一些事就會完全失去理智？那晚我也是其中一個。。。

我知道，要她底著頭放下尊嚴向他道歉的確好不容易。我都知到了。。。都體會到了。。。

希望你能接受事實，

答應我。。開懷一點點地放下那些不愉快的事好嗎？

早日康覆。

Think twise before you act wise .

好心没好报，
我。。。明白了。



Cant even cooling down myself for that stupid stuff.
Do not blame on people for your own mistakes.
Think twise before you act wise .

一時的衝動。。。。

就那麼的一個‘ 一時的衝動’ 罷了，就已經能把事情搞得亂七壩糟。。。

難道不停地罵，不停地再怨就能把所有問題給解決嗎？

真是的！

Come Onnn !!!!

Harlo ~~!!! Be hardworking please~~~  !!

you left 4weeks more only.

Please Concentrate!

You'll get you freedom after this

even its just 3 weeks~

comeeee onnn!!!

突然間好想念以前。

天災連連呀。。。

台灣水災剛離開，台風又來拜訪了。不知大姐現在如何呢？好久好久都沒和她聊天了。希望一切都順利。

突然間好想念以前的我們。

好懷念以前我門一班好朋友在一起的時候。

好懷念聚在一起的時候無話不說，笑聲連連，分享秘密，分享心情，分享每一樣東西。

現在大家都個忙個的，很少聚在一起了。

我。。。还會有那機會嗎？

Nothing's gonna change my love for you =)

今天下午，從Radio里聽見這首舊歌 ＝）

Westlife - Nothing's gonna change my love for you (ooi kok poh) =)

Nicky:

If I had to live my life without you near me

Days would all be empty

And nights would seem so long

With you I see forever wrote so clearly

Might have been in love before

But never felt this strong

Shane:

My dreams are young we both know

To take us to where we want to go

Hold me now, touch me now

I don't want to live without you

Mark lead + all:

Nothing's going to change my love for you

You already know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of, I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's going to change my love for you

You already know by now how much I love you

The one that changed my whole life through

But nothing's going to change my love for you

Kian:

If the road ahead is not so easy

Love will lead the way for once

Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

But be just the way you are

Shane:

Come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now, touch me now

I don't want to live without you

Mark lead + all:

Nothing's going to change my love for you

You already know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of, I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's going to change my love for you

You already know by now how much I love you

The one that changed my whole life through

But nothing's going to change my love for you

Nothing's going to change my love for you

You already know by now how much I love you

The one that changed my whole life through

But nothing's going to change my love for you

All + (Mark):

Nothing's going to change my love for you (yeah…)

You already know by now how much I love you (I love you)

One thing you can be sure of, I'll never ask for more than your love (your love)

Nothing's going to change my love for you (nothing's going to change)

You already know by now how much I love you

The one that changed my whole life through

But nothing's going to change my love for you (change my love for you)

Nothing's going to change my love for you (yeah…yeah)

You already know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of, I'll never ask for more than your love (your love…)

Nothing's going to change my love for you

You already know by now how much I love you

像個長不大的小女孩似的。

嘻嘻哈哈我們不自不覺在一齊也已經九個多月了，不算很長也不算很短，日子还過得真快 ＝）

隻要有他在我都覺得自己很很很很幸褔，他都會把最好的都給我，用儘所有的力去保護我，絕不讓我受任何的一點傷。。 可能就是這個原因所以就常常爬到他的頭上，就覺得自己很沒禮貌 ，我知道是我的錯，但偏偏我就是不愛向他認錯。。。哈哈。。因為我就知道他很疼我啊。。。

他还會時常給我驚喜，每一個驚喜我都有記著，每一個驚喜都好難忘，從來沒有人對我這樣做。。而他就是唯一的那個。。。他對我所做的一切根本就沒人可比呀。。。

可是不懂為什麼在面對他的時候，我就像個長不大的小女孩似的。

衆是愛向他亂發脾氣，愛像他撒嬌和鞭妞。眼淚也變得以前容易掉落了。即使是一件非常小的是眼淚还是會掉個不停。就好想前幾天，才剛去了kl 沒一天啊，我就已經很不耐煩了。。而且當我一聽到他的聲音眼淚就很不聽話的流下來了。。我也很不喜歡眼淚一置流啊，它就是不聽，不受控制。

“親愛的， 我知到您也不好受當您聽見我的哭聲 ，對不起喔，常讓您擔憂了。。。”

我就是喜歡他哄我啊，即使是我的錯但他还是一樣得哄我。有時的我还蠻過分的，就特地不理會他。可是他还是很用心的哄我啊。。 好可愛的他。。。

羨慕嘛？嘻嘻。。

從前曾經有個男孩他很像他一樣非常的疼我，愛我，可能那時都还很小，很年輕，思想都还不成熟，还不懂得什麼是“珍惜” 然後就這樣錯過了一次，現在我絕不會在錯過了。回想起，我那時还蠻幼稚，还有點後悔的，但都不重要了，他現在應該也已經找到他要的了罷。。。 所以現在的我也找到了屬於我的，我都很珍惜現在的“他”。現在的我都懂了，而且現在的我都很珍惜身邊的每個東西呀＝）身邊每一個人都好疼我，爸和媽。。。 尤其是他。。

就竟是好運还是前世修來的褔呀？

當我在寫這部落格時，眼淚又在掉了，大概是感動咯。。

大家一起加油！！！

晚安。我愛我的黃國菠<3










09年11月1日 －－－－－－－－ 1.43 AM

I miss you. 

Can You Feel It?

xoxoxoxoxoxox

In the previous days i could see my boy everyday, from morning til night, havin lunch together after my class, send me home and have dinner together with me.
Now i cant meet my boy often anymore, he have to back to kl always nowadays =(
then, what to do with me at ipoh? do assignments lorh.. left 5weeks only - wtf

And i din't went to college today, havin fever-flu-cough ~
no mood to do assignment larhhhhhhhhh...
and i duno wht to write already.. wants to release my stress now.. what to do what to do whatttt toooooo doooooooo ?????????????????

hate that.

Its a super duper freakin` tired today.

class are canceled today but i have to to daddy's factory to help.
daddy wants me help him to change to color of the shoe on photoshop, so that they no need rush and make so many sample and send to the buyer.
alright, since daddy asked so i also promised him that i'll help me, and.... he said he will pay me =P
at first, i thought there are only few sample i need to edit. OoOooohhh gosh...... its 200++ arrr...
today from 11am i just sit in front my apple until 8pm. my shoulder there was so so so sos oooo pain, feels like `bei jor` arrrr... 11 - 8pm i just edited 17 of them.  =(
but its okay ler. finally i can help me dad do somethings in his business mar =)))


last few days i found something =)
i found a song.. its just a piano instrument
[ kiss the rain ]
when i heard this song it makes me remember lots of the memories in the past ~
got happy got unhappy..
important is, i wish i could get in to piano class again=)
hehehe.. do you think that i will still have that chance to play on the piano again?
hahhhaha.. when i get rich i don't wanna work already, i wanna go for piano lesson =D but i think its just a dream for me ~
even in the future i really have that chance, maybe im already old, maybe i old until cant move well, hands and legs are not active anymore .. hehehe..
maybe that time is my grandchild play the piano for me =) who knows ~

now i wish i could did well in my graphic design and improve my english language speaking. that's all..




























i wish babe will dreams comes true.
miss you.

Its Sunday, and Monday is comin` the day i hate..eee....eeeeeeeeee.....ee

Hey, quite a long time i never blog already, its a lil bit busy lately, rushing assignments day and night.
Started to feel stress on these assignments. but who know? who can i tell ?
6 weeks to go and i gotta exam liao ~
arghhhhhhhh...

siew hwa is back, and she will be back to Singapore on tomorrow morning =( what a sad case.
cause we dont have a chance to meet each other. time is too rush ..
maybe i can go singapore to meet her on december =)
its so excited when i think about making a trip to singpore with babe on december. i wish nothing could spoilt the trip. just like the Beyonce's concert. its on 25th this month. wthh~~~ i'm gonna miss another concert again. i've already missed the B.E.P's, and now i'm gonna miss the Beyonce's ~ damn
Luckily i've went Avril's =)
Who will be next after Beyonce?
Boys likes girls? Taylor?
i wonedr how beyonce could passed the msia-islam's rules~
is she gonna wear tudung and sing along? hahahhhaa...

hmMmmmmm.. alright~ its already 13days you left me here and went to pahang-kl-kl-pahang-kl~
i know you're coming back. this weekends mar, and monday you will be going back to kl.
yea yea yea~ i know~ gotta earn money mar.. if not dont have money to buy me this and that mar~
its not important babe~
i know i love to shop but YOU are more important than that.
will try to control myself..
im not purposely wants to cry on phone, i have no choice, tears cannot stand from my eyes already yaaa...
its all your fault la bee.. its all because im missing you for too much already.. =P

i found somethings that i've been looking for so long today~
ShhhHhhhhh.. its a lil secret i keep in my heart. =)

8 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY! WHEeeeeeeeee =)))

yeah.. just change my header's picture. it's me and him's photo, its a old photo actually, but i love this photo very much =)
oh yeah, this is 2nd day u went pahang huh.. see.. 2nd days already, and i never lao gai.. dai sek lehh..
Today it's our 8months anniversary lu.. soh ha soh ha ong ha ong ha jao 8 months jor.. from i being hurt you save me, console me, tum me, bring tong suii sweet me, surprising me always, bring me go here and there.. so fast hor.. its just like few weeks ago happenned.. whheeeeeee =)
i wanna say in this 8months. thx alot =)
you really a very good and nice boyfriend i ever had =)
appreciate you alot babee.. you meant alot to me.

I LOVE YOU

babee's 1st day to Pahang

Sometimes may confusin` is that i still afraid of myself from being hurt by someone.

Paul always asked me why seems doesn't have confidence on him. Actually i'm not no confidence on him, im no confidence to myself. don't know why.

forgive me. But please believe me.

Babee today going to Pahang ler, he have to handle some of the job at the gold shop there, so maybe will stay there for sometimes. but he will return on 3rd octorber =) that's ken's birthday. After that babee will going back to Pahang again. ( Aiyah.. earn money mar.. if not where got money buy me Lv, Gucci, Fendi and Prada jek hor..  tryin` to console myself =(
yea. i love all these branded things but actually i not really need it also. Babee i know u sayang me much and deep ler. but no need to waste all these money to buy me this and that ler.. even throught i really sosososooooooooo love the new Lv fall winter 2009!
LOVE YOU MORE OF COURSE <33
 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEE LEEYI ^^

Its my 19 years old birthday. heeeee...
Celebrated with all my BFF  - ny, yan, seng, ken, and my love one BOBO OOI =)), too bad sun and thia are not coming because of sick already.
Suppose to celebrate at Kitzuna geh, but i lek lek gam din book for the table, and that night its so so so many people there, so seng suggest change place to 1919.. not bad lo the food there, and its not expensive too, 5 dishes are just RM129.. if not mistaken, hehehehee...
After dinner we went RJ ler.. sien douuuuu... Gain said mcm dead people, sit at there doing nothing, luckily until 12am the feel slowly comes =)
around 130am, me and BOBO OOI went to bar to find yan jie(tw's sis), she warn me must go to find her that night, tujuan-Nye is just wants to pass me the present .. hhahha.. thx yan jie and siew hwa=)
actually its not a celebration lar, its just few of us come out and have dinner only lar..  ENOUGH =)
no mood to celebrate this year actually..

anyway.. thx guyz!! 
and thx babeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. i love youuUuUuUuuuuuuuuu

This is the photo i most like it =)
others i not yet get it yet.. will upload them soon =)))

Who knows that what 'BFF' stand for?

She is the one i protected her always, care for her always, any problem she meet it i will try my very very best to help her to solve it no matter how hard was it, dumped by her ex boyfriend, broken up with someone, meets problem in studies, even people talks bout her, telling me how cheap was her, how bad was her but i dont care, because she is my BFF =)
WE knew each other since form 1, but until form 3 only we become good friend - best friend - BFF. So together is nearly 7 years.

*SOME TEXT ARE MISSING*

It's me* =))

Harlo, hmmm.. i aint new members here, this is my new blog because i have forgotten my password, and i got another blog at WRETCH =), but that blog its all full of sadness, and i've already forgotten the password ><. So, this is my new blog about my everything =))) 

And, i miss my babe now =((